So it's like eight o'clock in the morning and I haven't been to sleep. Why no real answer other than sometimes my life works this way. My husband is taking his CDL A examine today and is nervous I have no doubt he will pass, but now I am faced with the fact that when he does the trucking company he is working for will begin sending him out on runs. Which means I will be alone with the kids for about three to five days at a time. I can handle it but it isn't sounding all that fun. After almost fifteen years together you think I would be okay with some time away from each other. The truth however is that I will miss him like hades. Okay enough of me lamenting about my self depression. Thanks anyone who took the time to read this. I would normally tell my husband all about my thoughts but right now it would just make him feel guilty and he has enough to worry about right now with out my bouts of self pity.